My lavender dream You dream away. I couldn’t make you real. I dream of you too. My heart for you is pure And the gold of summer sunrise like our birthdays I looked out at the ocean and longed for you. Yellow wildflowers by the roadside And your laugh Touched me. Your heart for me Was never really anything At all. You just wanted to hurt me. I was more than a dream. I am a scarlet sunrise Bright and hot and illuminating I should stick to blood and fire Someone who actually wants me.