I Express Myself Through Writing

My lavender dream
You dream away.
I couldn’t make you real.
I dream of you too.
My heart for you is pure
And the gold of summer sunrise like our birthdays
I looked out at the ocean and longed for you.
Yellow wildflowers by the roadside
And your laugh
Touched me.
Your heart for me
Was never really anything
At all.
You just wanted to hurt me.
I was more than a dream.
I am a scarlet sunrise
Bright and hot and illuminating
I should stick to blood and fire
Someone who actually wants me.