Run Away (into darkness)

Run Away

Turn away from me instead of being the strength we promised we would be
Turn your back on me and use whatever you need to run away once again
Find whatever you need inside to treat me as if I was nothing even when you said differently.
Turn away, Run away as my world spirals into darkness again

Enough until it suited you otherwise and then I became not good enough again
Not a true friend to you, even when I needed something given in return
The pain is unbearable as I feel that I have failed once more to please you
Turn away, Run away and I will do the same in return

My head and heart hurt as I want to break down but know I cannot
That smile is painted bravely on my face even as I feel my world breaking
Just want someone to see through it and offer me an understanding hand
Turn away, Run away but know that to me it was always real