Fragments (in the darkness)

Fragments

Sometimes it feels like I am just standing in total silence
The darkness is all around me and all I know is that there is no escape
No matter what I do or what I try, the feeling of being trapped lingers on
The silence becomes almost comforting for a time until the memories come

Like fragments of things in my life "You not being good enough, is getting boring"
coming to me and feeling just out of my reach "I do not want to speak to you"
Even closing my eyes does not block them out "I deserve better than breadcrumbs"
Words I want to scream out against in protest but the silence I feel is too much

Fighting back the burning I feel in my eyes "Fake love bombing"
Something I did not even understand until I looked for myself and then the pain
But that is not enough "You barely do the minimum" is not something I felt
No, the fragments burn like a flame on my flesh and there is no escape but one

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Busybee333 · 31-35, F

[b]The deeper you dive, the higher you will rise. [/b]
In the middle, remember that everything is in [b]constant motion[/b].

Although you cannot go back, walking forward will [b]liberate[/b] you.
You loved, you learned, you can most likely love better than those who have never lost... for we only value the important things after feeling the [i]crude pain of loss[/i].
Be proud of the pain - [b]you are alive, human, strived for something.[/b]

Do not be afraid to look ahead - you may miss something amazing right in front of you by looking back and tripping over what's already far behind.

[b]Be brave, you will survive.[/b].

SW-User

@Busybee333 his status say “in a relationship” so he’s just supposed to give up on his relationship over what looks like is a fight? 😯

Busybee333 · 31-35, F

@SW-User I didn't notice, that was my reaction to the words without background checking the author xD missing out may include but does not limit itself to eventual love interests; as a general statement, it applies to life's great moments and chances that we might accidentally forget to appreciate fully if we focus too much on the past.

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