Let it out

Let it out

I am not sure if I ever know something is good until I let it go
Perhaps I have always been too quick to take the blame or a poor apology
I swear there was a time that I would defend my position like a wolf
nothing to give in me and willing to stand my ground for as long as it was needed

Where did that confidence go? eroded and robbed me by my inaction.
Better to cover up and take whatever is said or done than to fight back
The pain only stings for so long or at least you only show others for so long
Each time another regret to carry with you and further break your resolve

that time has gone when I would let it just slide off me, give it, not a second thought
But now I carry each slight like it is something terrible even after I am forgotten
Take the blame and move on as others would want you to. but it is never so easy
I wish I could bare my teeth and growl at the night, just let it out and let it go for good