Paralyzed (inside)

Paralyzed

Choices made weighed against things that should have been
Blinded by the feelings that scream in my head to be more
Trapped in this daily spinning circle I call my life
Constantly tired regardless of how much I rest

Opening my eyes each day I have been able to sleep
Hoping to be somewhere else that my mind has dreamed up
But no the world has not changed and neither will my life
The spinning circle just get faster and the voices louder

The internal arguments batter against my defences
My will to fight is depleted further and further every day
Just want to let the walls drop and have the voices speak clearly
Tell me the way to end this and find peace once and for all

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Busybee333 · 31-35, F

You need time to learn to breathe freely again.
Try to take better care for your physical and mental health and seek something for the soul do things you like or things you wanted to do but never did. If you do not have company and want to add human connection.. volunteer... anything you enjoy.
You must reconnect with yourself first if you want to eventually build healthier connections with other people.

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Jeephikelove · 46-50, F

@Busybee333 totally agree, some people have an extremely hard time getting out of the hard situation they’re still living.

Busybee333 · 31-35, F

@Jeephikelove Me included. I live in a family of workaholics (me included) but this vortex is not good. Mental health is as important as physical health and if you don't pay attention to yourself on time... the consequences may be irreversible for you and your family. The best way to make changes is to measure your application of strategies and their effectiveness and use that to hone your organization skills until you reach that balance to be able to sustain yourself in good condition in order to be able to help others adequately. You can't decide how others are. But you can decide for yourself and the message you want to convey through your behavior. Let us promote a higher way of existence to the youngest ones.

Jeephikelove · 46-50, F

@Busybee333 totally agree, I really hope the push for a 4 day work week comes through, it would make a world of difference for everyone.

Jeephikelove · 46-50, F

You have an out…it’s up to you to take it. You can be happy, very, very happy….

CookieCrumbs · F

You have written what is.
Why is there fear (paralysis) to choose differently?

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