Early Days

Early Days

Wake up in the morning and I feel the dread of another day
Another sleepless night and only wanting to dream of you
The first rays of the new fill my eyes and I can feel nothing but regret
Trying to force away the thoughts of you and only feeling them bring me down

The need to do nothing but lay here and regret
Heartaches of the past never seem to let you forget
Just need some time to make it all fade away and feel alive again
This fight never seems to end as I try to take those steps

I know that it should eventually get better and these are early days yet
The future has to hold something for me, even if it is without her
Have to be strong and try to find that smile once more
Even if I do not feel it, I have to show others I can carry on