Inhale Exhale

Inhale Exhale

I feel each word from you and can only close my eyes
The fight is gone from me as I replay your words over and over
My mind struggled to make sense of it all and found nothing
Inhale exhale as I try to push it all away

The struggle inside feels so real and I am lost for a response
Each new accusation cuts deeper and I can only listen
Words I never expected to hear nor feelings I ever expected to feel again
Inhale exhale as I try to understand how this happened

My eyes closed tight to fight back the emotions that threaten to overcome me
The silence is now worse than an attack or words yet spoken
Afraid to show how I feel right now and not wanting to breakdown
Inhale exhale as I fight against the panic and loss I now feel inside