New Beginning
New Beginning
I think there may have been a time that I thought a new beginning was something I could have, perhaps I thought there would be a light at the end of the so-called tunnel, but I now know there is not.
I have managed to stumble from one regret to the next and have never been good enough for anyone or anything, everyone I have ever cared for has left me or been lost to me.
I know deep down that I was fooling myself with everything from the drivel I produced with my words and the compliments I should have known could never be anything more than politeness.
And to the attempts to find happiness in any form and be more than life had given to me. but I have learned that is not going to ever happen, so I set a date so that I did not ever have to look into the new day of another year.
That date has now come and for as much as I tried to find a way past it, the past will always come back to prove that I should not fight against the inevitable
Well, I hope that those with who I interacted find what they are looking for in this world and find that outlet for whatever they keep inside and let it into the world and not have it drag them down.
I think there may have been a time that I thought a new beginning was something I could have, perhaps I thought there would be a light at the end of the so-called tunnel, but I now know there is not.
I have managed to stumble from one regret to the next and have never been good enough for anyone or anything, everyone I have ever cared for has left me or been lost to me.
I know deep down that I was fooling myself with everything from the drivel I produced with my words and the compliments I should have known could never be anything more than politeness.
And to the attempts to find happiness in any form and be more than life had given to me. but I have learned that is not going to ever happen, so I set a date so that I did not ever have to look into the new day of another year.
That date has now come and for as much as I tried to find a way past it, the past will always come back to prove that I should not fight against the inevitable
Well, I hope that those with who I interacted find what they are looking for in this world and find that outlet for whatever they keep inside and let it into the world and not have it drag them down.
