Here I Stand

Here I Stand

Here I stand like a man caught in the rain
My body feels cold as it is battered by the freezing downpour
A shiver formed in my body and passed through me like a fever

Here I stand unable to process what is happening right now
Replaying events over and over in my head and trying to figure out why
The sadness of it all being I was never good enough, to begin with

Here I stand not knowing whether to scream, fall down or just cry
Knowing that I am ultimately responsible for everything that has gone on
Needing to find the will inside to give the world that fake smile once again