Alone in a room

Alone in a room

Sitting here thinking about things that could have been
Feeling lost for words so it amazes me that I can try
The words swirled around my head like lights spinning

Alone here and in this room and unsure what to think
Not wanting to hold anything inside, but not sure how to let it go
Failure once again and not fighting back the voices inside

All the good I felt now seems like a burned memory
Cannot bring me to feel any different about her
The sensation of Numbness gnawing at the pit of my stomach

Have to find a way to push this down and purge the feelings I feel in me
Things I have to accept and not let myself be knocked down to the ground
The visions of the future are now lost in the clouds that cover the mountains