Who but me?

Who but me

Who but me? could find something so special and have it slip away
Who but me? could have the life return to my heart and be taken away again
Who but me? could go from being so much to someone and then gone again

Questions asked and answered as honestly as can be
The fear inside me telling me I should have disappeared
Dare to live again and dare to try, thinking I was worth something

But the truth was never the same as what I saw inside
Now I stand with choices in mind
Stand and wait for my world to shatter or run away and let the pain happen

Who but me?