Insomnia, absence... I went through this when my father died, we were very close.. I grew up without a mother, so our relationship was strong! After his death I felt like I didn't belong here anymore, I lost my strongest support in life.. I felt then like I was a leaf torn from a tree and like the wind was carrying me and throwing me around, and that I would end up in a muddy pond... I spent my days feeling sorry for myself! Unfortunately, no one but ourselves can help us in these situations, because the struggle happens inside us.. One day I just got up and realized that I have to learn to rely only on myself! People around us are passing by, they will only be there as long as they want something from us, unfortunately it's in our nature.. You have to concentrate on the one who holds your hand and on the ground.. On what you have, not on what you are missing... To learn to be happy because you are healthy, because your child is healthy, because you have a roof over your head and certainly at least one person who cares for you! Life is too short, and we don't even realize how quickly it passes.. Go to a dance party, meet new people... I find it very difficult to get close to people, but I enjoy talking, a simple exchange of opinions can mean a lot! I know that words mean so little when feel bad and listless, but really understand you and you have no choice but to fight with yourself! Every day, little by little..🫂
