30 randomness things about myself
1. I've had a lot of run ins with the law since a very young age that has made my adult life difficult. They seal your juvenile history BUT they write on the cover.
2. Been out of the country only 2x and have to admit, i dislike traveling.
3. I am a lost soul in life, can't find direction and have nothing that makes myself genuinely happy.
4. I use to find release in music, i like a variety of music but gravitate to RnB but rap music molded me in a good and bad way.
5. I've always been fascinated with technology. I believe Ai. is not new, we've just recently been allowed to use it to our benefits or destructions will be determined.
6. In no lifetime or existence will i ever wear skinny jeans.
7. I drank since the age of 13 but didn't try maryj till i was 43 but really do not partake in either anymore.
8. I almost feel number these days. I miss laughing, if its funny share it with me....it's needed.
9. I made the migration here from Ep, Ep was a wild realm. I wish i could remember my name because i found out you can find your writings if you could remember your username, alas i do not...
10. When i was 10 and 11 years old i was statistically profiled into a sex trafficking "scheme", i didnt actually realize it till i was in my mid 20's. Nothing physically happened too me luckily but i see the psychological aspect of what they were doing and it was big (not a euphemisms)
11. I'm overweight but do not look terrible but i can tell I'm not in the conditioning i once was.
I can sense I'd be winded in an engagement. Tigers are most formidable at their end
12. My grandmother was an interesting woman who sang gospel around the country and had a beautiful singing voice and extensive vocabulary, articulate and spoke different languages and tongues to me. Sometimes i find myself picking up on things. I appreciate and miss her.
13. My mother loves me but her addictions come first, its a very unusual void inside me but i was a difficult child when i hit my teens, i learned through time a lot of if not majority of things are self-inflicted, with it being my job too heal those wounds.
14. I grew up fearless. Very stoic. Untrusting. Troublesome, but quietly a hopeless romantic with an appetite for women. Insatible to the flame of the female form.
15. I am the friend that everyone told their inner secrets too but vowed I'd never use them against them. Im the friend that pulls you to the side, hands you a tissue discreetly and tells you privately you got a boogy, not the asshole that makes a spectacle of the situation because deep down theres jealousy inside people you'll never imagine till you reflect on them and those situations.
16. I ran a speekeasy in my early teens all the way to my mid 20's. My house is where you got your "treats" wether it was alcohol, illicit pow/pils or of the flesh only 2 real rules was you bring heat to my situation it was your last time to my situation and No means NO.
17. I feel the scariest feeling in this world is getting older and you then become a burden to someone(s) lives.
18. "The jungle creed says that the strong must feed on any prey at hand, and I was branded a beast, I sat at the feast, before I even became a man." Is my favorite quote
19. I went to 2 orgies without actually knowing those things would be going on....with that said i do not kink shame but if you are into children or rape STAY AWAY FROM ME. Also i like what i like and ultimately if you have a penis im not interested but im sure there's a plethora who would indulge.
20. When i say im "not political" it just means I've developed an unwillingness to go back and forth with individuals that do not 👀 what's actually going on.
21. With all this technology ill never allow myself the understanding of a proctoligical examination in this day and age. I don't understand how they could stay in that profession....just a thought....
22. I never wanted to be rich or famous but there were times i was heinous but im sure we all have in varying degrees
23. Shitters and pissers i find disturbing but i seek out squirters when sipping liquor straight by myself in the pale moon lit streets of shittside Pennsylvania with a dastardly beard and quiet charismatc wit (I'm drinking and thinking while scrolling and i gotta say NICE COUCH MFer)
24. Ill flirt by asking "Do you know the muffin man" with a straight face
25. I think the most surprising thing people find about me is when im told i have pretty eyes, ive got no idea what color they are because they change colors.
26. I feel hopeless and worthless at times. Nothing has gone according to plans at the same time im not sure ive even wanted them too because i ultimately do not "want" in my existence. I do not want anything, i do not want to be bothered and do not want a lifestyle where everyone is looking at it and its not because of judgements. Its because I DO NOT FKN CARE ultimately allowed a little unhinged to enter the chat there.
27. Forgive a MFer who likes to view a fat ass from time to time
28. I don't get into gaming and i use to read pretty often but havent in the last few years because i feel like ive lost interest in being interested in roughly anything.
29. There's a feeling inside me that has come to the conclusion i like to punish myself. I really need to get out of it but it has a relenting hold on me
30. I wish i could have put all my energy into college but my choices lead me down the path to make life difficult for myself but at the same time i wonder about fate and the scheme of life or does any of this shit even matter but if they do matter then why hasn't it happened where i experience what happiness feels like
2. Been out of the country only 2x and have to admit, i dislike traveling.
3. I am a lost soul in life, can't find direction and have nothing that makes myself genuinely happy.
4. I use to find release in music, i like a variety of music but gravitate to RnB but rap music molded me in a good and bad way.
5. I've always been fascinated with technology. I believe Ai. is not new, we've just recently been allowed to use it to our benefits or destructions will be determined.
6. In no lifetime or existence will i ever wear skinny jeans.
7. I drank since the age of 13 but didn't try maryj till i was 43 but really do not partake in either anymore.
8. I almost feel number these days. I miss laughing, if its funny share it with me....it's needed.
9. I made the migration here from Ep, Ep was a wild realm. I wish i could remember my name because i found out you can find your writings if you could remember your username, alas i do not...
10. When i was 10 and 11 years old i was statistically profiled into a sex trafficking "scheme", i didnt actually realize it till i was in my mid 20's. Nothing physically happened too me luckily but i see the psychological aspect of what they were doing and it was big (not a euphemisms)
11. I'm overweight but do not look terrible but i can tell I'm not in the conditioning i once was.
I can sense I'd be winded in an engagement. Tigers are most formidable at their end
12. My grandmother was an interesting woman who sang gospel around the country and had a beautiful singing voice and extensive vocabulary, articulate and spoke different languages and tongues to me. Sometimes i find myself picking up on things. I appreciate and miss her.
13. My mother loves me but her addictions come first, its a very unusual void inside me but i was a difficult child when i hit my teens, i learned through time a lot of if not majority of things are self-inflicted, with it being my job too heal those wounds.
14. I grew up fearless. Very stoic. Untrusting. Troublesome, but quietly a hopeless romantic with an appetite for women. Insatible to the flame of the female form.
15. I am the friend that everyone told their inner secrets too but vowed I'd never use them against them. Im the friend that pulls you to the side, hands you a tissue discreetly and tells you privately you got a boogy, not the asshole that makes a spectacle of the situation because deep down theres jealousy inside people you'll never imagine till you reflect on them and those situations.
16. I ran a speekeasy in my early teens all the way to my mid 20's. My house is where you got your "treats" wether it was alcohol, illicit pow/pils or of the flesh only 2 real rules was you bring heat to my situation it was your last time to my situation and No means NO.
17. I feel the scariest feeling in this world is getting older and you then become a burden to someone(s) lives.
18. "The jungle creed says that the strong must feed on any prey at hand, and I was branded a beast, I sat at the feast, before I even became a man." Is my favorite quote
19. I went to 2 orgies without actually knowing those things would be going on....with that said i do not kink shame but if you are into children or rape STAY AWAY FROM ME. Also i like what i like and ultimately if you have a penis im not interested but im sure there's a plethora who would indulge.
20. When i say im "not political" it just means I've developed an unwillingness to go back and forth with individuals that do not 👀 what's actually going on.
21. With all this technology ill never allow myself the understanding of a proctoligical examination in this day and age. I don't understand how they could stay in that profession....just a thought....
22. I never wanted to be rich or famous but there were times i was heinous but im sure we all have in varying degrees
23. Shitters and pissers i find disturbing but i seek out squirters when sipping liquor straight by myself in the pale moon lit streets of shittside Pennsylvania with a dastardly beard and quiet charismatc wit (I'm drinking and thinking while scrolling and i gotta say NICE COUCH MFer)
24. Ill flirt by asking "Do you know the muffin man" with a straight face
25. I think the most surprising thing people find about me is when im told i have pretty eyes, ive got no idea what color they are because they change colors.
26. I feel hopeless and worthless at times. Nothing has gone according to plans at the same time im not sure ive even wanted them too because i ultimately do not "want" in my existence. I do not want anything, i do not want to be bothered and do not want a lifestyle where everyone is looking at it and its not because of judgements. Its because I DO NOT FKN CARE ultimately allowed a little unhinged to enter the chat there.
27. Forgive a MFer who likes to view a fat ass from time to time
28. I don't get into gaming and i use to read pretty often but havent in the last few years because i feel like ive lost interest in being interested in roughly anything.
29. There's a feeling inside me that has come to the conclusion i like to punish myself. I really need to get out of it but it has a relenting hold on me
30. I wish i could have put all my energy into college but my choices lead me down the path to make life difficult for myself but at the same time i wonder about fate and the scheme of life or does any of this shit even matter but if they do matter then why hasn't it happened where i experience what happiness feels like
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