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@OldBrit I came a way closer than I ever wanted. It’s my greatest shame.
@OldBrit mine was before I knew I was mentally ill. I was uneducated about my disease, unmedicated, and caught up in a severe delusion about my fiancé at the time. I just remember being so scared because I thought he was trying to kill me and I was gonna kill him in our bed before he could. Thank god he woke up and held me down until the police arrived. I couldn’t have lived with if I had actually done it. I hate myself for almost doing it but I’m not really well.
https://similarworlds.com/thoughts/personal-feelings/1845000-A-letter-to-my-J-My-sweetest-love-I-never-truly
This was my goodbye to him that he will never get to read more than a decade later. It was my closure on all of it. 🖤
https://similarworlds.com/thoughts/personal-feelings/1845000-A-letter-to-my-J-My-sweetest-love-I-never-truly
This was my goodbye to him that he will never get to read more than a decade later. It was my closure on all of it. 🖤
@OldBrit sorry, that was probably tmi.
@OldBrit oh for sure. and I am totally not asking. we share what we can or are comfortable with, and to be honest I over share like a dumbass, but for my thing it’s over the statute of limitations at this point and I was never officially charged with anything, so they couldn’t do anything now… even if they wanted to, which I’m sure they don’t.
@OldBrit attempted stuff always has to show premeditation here in the US, and I was having a psychotic break. It would go nowhere even if they tried. I have reams of documentation after to back that up.
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@JustGoneNow the conspiracy points to the premeditation and planning