I'd Like to Thank Myself

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For using this place this past week as my little Hideaway.
For forcing myself to type things here instead of typing things where I really want to type things.
For distracting myself.
For making myself feel a bit better by giving honest advice, posting true thoughts, and offering others things that maybe they might need or accept.

I'd like to thank myself for not falling to pieces or spiraling out any more than this post which is basically me spiraling out and trapping it in a flask nobody that touches my soul can open or drink from....

Impetuous Thought
Flailing and Fraught
Trying to be well
Living a happy that I bought

Like a river
Falling in love
Faster than a trigger
Waiting for the peace from above

Acting like I got some sense
Watching the herd stampede the fence
Another rustler with his 2 cents
I'm the guy without pretense

Nothing is forever
Not even the exceptions
I wish I were more clever
And I had recognized my own deceptions.

I want to thank myself for not falling completely apart and finding enough anger to fuel myself into a newer tomorrow.

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JohnnySpot · 56-60, M

Decent lead still looking

HikingMan · 51-55, M

@JohnnySpot Don't strain your eyes.

JohnnySpot · 56-60, M

@HikingMan the severance of the wrong foot is not far flung

HikingMan · 51-55, M

@JohnnySpot All my shots are played in unexpected directions.

JohnnySpot · 56-60, M

@HikingMan you are a notch and I am a legend

HikingMan · 51-55, M

@JohnnySpot
And here inside your judgment I bristle.
Touch the thorn and be pricked

JohnnySpot · 56-60, M

@HikingMan you are at peace and I must hide

HikingMan · 51-55, M

@JohnnySpot
Peace is an illusion
That comes and goes in waves
Just like the happiness
That every person craves

I sit and hear my thoughts
And then I do my best not to think
Because beneath the waves of contemplation
All I can do is sink

JohnnySpot · 56-60, M

@HikingMan got to rise above because below it's only getting worse

HikingMan · 51-55, M

@JohnnySpot I let the thoughts come.
Then I decide what's worth contemplation.

JohnnySpot · 56-60, M

@HikingMan precisely why squirrels are splattered all over the road

HikingMan · 51-55, M

@JohnnySpot Squirrels, according to research, get splattered on the roads due to an overabundance of squirrels and a lack of acorns....
Squirrels do not contemplate their thoughts.
Not even the ones that are worthy of contemplation.

I'm more like a Black Bear than a squirrel.

JohnnySpot · 56-60, M

@HikingMan depend on tourists and you'll end up in the poor house

HikingMan · 51-55, M

@JohnnySpot I own the poor house and the mortgage is 2 months behind.
Thinking of starting a GoFuckMe Account to see if more corporations can take more from me....

JohnnySpot · 56-60, M

@HikingMan the wineos were his friends...

HikingMan · 51-55, M

@JohnnySpot
In the end the world is determined to turn us all in to Whine Oh's, I think....

JohnnySpot · 56-60, M

@HikingMan Jackson boy they'll get you by and by

HikingMan · 51-55, M

@JohnnySpot I doubt there's a town that we could get together and stir up trouble to prove our independence....
That whole song is a bit off in its contextuality if you think about it.
There's no independence if you're relying on someone else to meet you there

JohnnySpot · 56-60, M

@HikingMan nothing I can say will ever make the pieces fit