Just talking about my bsf
I sometimes feel like she doesn't care about me nearly as much as i care about her. Like 90% of the times, I'd have to engage conversations unless i don't msg her for several days straight. I'm genuinly contemplating if my friendship with her is nearing the end but I try not to think like that since it makes me feel selfish n sht since she lives in a city and has separated parents and bunch of other things to deal with so she's busy often. I don't want to leave her yet because her dog that has been in her life since she was a baby recently gotten euthanized due to old age and incase she still does care about me as much as she says she does, she may get worse as she told me she had suicidal thoughts last weekend. I don't want her to die, i still care about her. If you try to say "why don't you talk about it with her?" or something like that, i had several times. I'd voice how I feel, we'd talk about it, the problem would be momentarily solved before it comes back and them it'd repeat over and over again. Idk, i just feel like I'm an annoyance to her and she doesn't have the heart to tell me.