I don’t feel pain anymore, but I’m so HUNGRY(reference)

I’m in the D&D club in my school, and I feel so distant from everyone there, like I’m a whole different species, and in class I sit alone silently, even at lunch with my friends it’s like I’m not there, I just watch, I just observe, I just comfort. I exist when you need me and no more, I exist within the context when you look at the fine print, for I am neither an option nor a choice, I am the worthless NPC that provides free coins, for where I have worth lies not within myself but within what I give to others.