im going to die here

is it bad im not afraid of being hit by my mom

if she hits me again and makes me bleed wont it look worse for her

anyway

my mom came to talk (threaten) me she told me to get out my closet and waited till i got in my bed hahahhahahahaha

haha anyway she told me that my grandma wont take me she most likely didnt tell her the part when her bf beat me

she also told me that if i tell anybody at school what happened she'll beat me even harder

i dont know what to do i could tell my school i want to kill myself and that i have a plan so that way i can go to the psych ward but i dont know what else to do

i could also leave after school but i dont have a place to go i dont have any friends or anything so i'd just be out wandering around till the police or something come get me

i dont know what to do i dont want to stay here im scared to stay here i cant go anywhere should i just kill myself that'll make my mom feel nad

if my mom finds out im in the closet shes gonna beat me but i dont feel safe wnyehre but here

ILL UPDATE IF IM NOT DEAD!