I just tired

After being clean for months, Recently continued doing self harm. A lot of shit has been going on in march:
-Panic attacks
-Self harm
-Relapse
-Lost friends
-Hamster died
-Felt "Jealous"? For the first time
-Realizing i may like a girl.

I just dont wanna go on, i just wanna skip to the part my life turns into what i want it to be.

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Queendragonfly · 31-35, F

Are you able to see a therapist just to have some guidance and support?

Birthdaycries · 13-15, M

@Queendragonfly i am, thank you for asking, i dont like telling her much stuff. Last time i told her that i cut myself and tried to kill myself, she told my parents, which i absolutely understand, its her job. But my parents reaction was enough for me not to talk about it again.

Queendragonfly · 31-35, F

@Birthdaycries I'm so sorry. I honestly don't see the point in telling the parents. They're no professionals. They will just get worried and cry and it will make you feel [i]worse[/i] how is increased shame and guilt helping you?

The rules are so messed up sometimes.

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