I Am Upset
I need to join a club for internship. So for the registration week I sign up for choir. Before that I was thinking to join two clubs but I am kinda scared their time get clash and it would interfere with my schoolwork.
So I sign up for choir and went for audition. I have previously join choir before and I thought they would just test my vocal range but I totally did not expect them to ask me to sing a song. Damn I was so nervous and hyperventilating. I think the judge think I am crazy. When I am done my terrible audition, she said I would need to wait for the results. And I am like shit there is a possibility I would get rejected.
I have previously join choir before and never they give audition like this, never would I thought I would have the possibility of being reject from joining a club.
A week later, the result came. I didn't pass the audition. which I somehow expected it but still I am hoping for a miracle. I received the news when I am at my grandma's house, having just buried my grandma. I have had a rough week and all I can do is broke down crying. One failure would remind me all the failures I have had before, how much of a loser I am .
And now I dont think I gonna get a internship. I dont have any co curricular activity to write on my resume . well
So I sign up for choir and went for audition. I have previously join choir before and I thought they would just test my vocal range but I totally did not expect them to ask me to sing a song. Damn I was so nervous and hyperventilating. I think the judge think I am crazy. When I am done my terrible audition, she said I would need to wait for the results. And I am like shit there is a possibility I would get rejected.
I have previously join choir before and never they give audition like this, never would I thought I would have the possibility of being reject from joining a club.
A week later, the result came. I didn't pass the audition. which I somehow expected it but still I am hoping for a miracle. I received the news when I am at my grandma's house, having just buried my grandma. I have had a rough week and all I can do is broke down crying. One failure would remind me all the failures I have had before, how much of a loser I am .
And now I dont think I gonna get a internship. I dont have any co curricular activity to write on my resume . well
26-30, F
