The last 3 days have not been the best...but I will put on my most awkward grin and carry on until I don't...

I have been thinking and praying for you. I have no advice, no cliches, no dumb statements. What do have is warm thoughts that you get through the difficult time and you find some kind of relief to your sorrow. You are a longtime friend and will always be so. Sending prayers and a big hug. 🫂