I'm honestly surprised I haven't tried to off myself considering I have a pretty terrible life as of late. Oh let me count the ways

Family lost our house a bit over a year ago that was a huge blow to us (more so my mom but me too)

I lost a beloved family pet of 17 years and I'm still not over it. I can't talk about him without crying still and it's been a year almost

I've been in serious financial stress ever since my job cut my hours back last fall and it's caused a lot of emotional and metal distress and physical stress. It's being giving me stomach problems and I've been suffering from terrible headaches as a result of the stress.

Being treated like crap at work the past few months really isn't helping either in fact I can't even tell you how many times I've gone home crying in my car and I actually have cried on the job as a result of how badly I feel or was made to feel.

Now I'm over here suffering from horrible anxiety over quitting my job and being afraid to start over again because in my head I'm always afraid I'm leaving one bad place for another horrible place even though I haven't even started yet but in my mind I'm already going to fail and be treated like crap.