ألا ليت الشباب يعود يوماً

For two days now, been feeling a bit of trouble breathing.. It is not as bad as the anxiety attack that I experienced last year, but still.. I do not know this time what the trigger is.. I was actually okay and suddenly started feeling this... Also a skin condition that I had before which is linked to stress and anxiety was also triggered along with this, even though I had almost been cured of it..

No idea what happened recently.. Like I can't think of anything bad that happened, or something new really...

I am very tired of this.. Like really I wish I would just calm down and chill.. But it feels like every-time I feel some happiness or relief, I get into a bad state again.. What I would give to have just one night from the nights I used to spend back on EP laughing and posting shit. I would kill for those carefree days to come back.