I Can't Deal With Stress

I'm at a loss for everything. I am 28 pregnant and also have 4 more kids by my narcissist ex husband. I'm broke living on an income of only a couple hundred dollars a month. I do have a stable house for me and my kids. Thank God for that but I'm just so lost. Ex husband won't move out. His teenage son lives here as well is very disrespectful to me. I have no car. And I am my 89 year old great aunts gaurdian. Which she lives with me full time and it's a complete headache. I hate my life. But I truly love my kids and want to keep going and do good for them. But I'm not coping good at all. If only I had one person knew my whole story. I'm just so stressed lonely and depressed. I just want some peace in my life. But how can I have that with 0 family support, 0 friends, all I have is me and the smiles of 4 small kids. I'm just rambling but IDK. I just needed to write this.

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Rhodesianman · 56-60, M

Kick the husband out is your first move and the son with him . Then sort your priorities and get on with your life .

STRUGGLEisREAL · 31-35, F

@Rhodesianman that's all I wanna do but he took everything from me. Every dime I had my car everything. He used to be physically abusive and mentally. So I have to be careful how I go about things. But yes he will be gone by this summer. And putting ain't in nursing home. The people in my life are so toxic. Except my kids. I just want a life that involves caring for them.