I Am Stressed Out And Feeling Lost

Everyone keeps telling me that they understand, everyone keeps telling me that... it’s okay.

Recently, I’ve been placed in an awful position. I’m required to talk to someone; someone that I don’t know anything about.

I have to sit across from this woman and answer questions that may ruin lives of those that I love.

Everyone keeps saying, ‘Just tell the truth, all she cares about is the truth.’

I know better. When someone is searching for a negative or a secret... all they’ll hear and see is a negative or a secret. They’re blind to sincerity.

So I have to sit across from her and consider everything I say three times over and all the while... she knows more about who I am, than I know about her.

I hate it. I hate the concept. This is why I don’t talk to people face to face. I don’t understand the concept of socialising.

So now I’ll have to read her more than any other, I’ll have to listen even more carefully than any other.

But it’s okay... because I don’t matter. My peace of mind is worthless.

I get it. I’m listening. I’ll say what you need me to say. Just remember that while you were forcing me into that corner.... I was warning you to consider your actions.

People who live in glass houses... shouldn’t throw stones.