I Am So Stressed Out

Everything around me has suddenly gotten so stressful. Work's been very aggravating. I was comparing my current income from the income I made in the last 2 yrs, I'm definitely not making the same kind of money. It's very frustrating. And I'm not the only one who recognizes it. My manager has, my loan officer, my husband. They all depend on me to make the same kind of money I was making before. So work has been very stressful. I have been contacting my clients all day. No luck. I'm ready to give up. But I won't.

I need to get my health back on track as well too. I'm proud to say that I have successfully not eaten animal flesh (besides seafood) since January. I'm also proud to say I don't miss it at all either. Nonetheless, I've cast aside eating healthy and exercising. It's so hard to get into the groove of things in this cramped up apartment. I do a lot of cooking when I'm focused on health. I can't do it here because it's just so small. And it gets cluttered very easy.

Everything is intertwined with one another. In order to make something work, the other settings have to be right. But they can't be right if there's things standing in the way. I'm so sick and tired of all of these obstacles in the way. I need to overcome them and get back on track! UGGGH!!!