I Come Here To Relieve Stress
This whole escrow thing has got me super stressed. Not just that, but also lately, I haven't been bringing in too much income. I love my job, but I'm not in love with it, if that makes any sense. It's a great company, but in some ways, it's not a good fit for me. Aside from work stress, this whole house process has got me super anxious. Everything is going smoothly at the moment. And we should have the keys probably on the next 2 months (depending on when our apartment complex, since we don't know if we can break lease). I'm very anxious to be in the new house and I can't wait to call ourselves home owners. I don't know if it's wise to say that I want the time to go by fast or if I want it to go by slow. No matter what, it'll go at the same rate. I'm super anxious, and stressed, and just feeling a whole bunch of different emotions. I'm angry with my parents not supporting me. But hey, it's ok. I'm not going to let them spoil this for me! So many things on my mind. I need a better job. I want to be out of this stupid apartment. I want my life to be back on track. So many things. I'm feeling overwhelmed!