How do you move on from your life not going the way you wanted
Don’t get me wrong, I’ve not had the worst life, but it wasn’t great either, basically I’m 48 now and had quite a lot of problems throughout my adulthood, starting from age 16 basically, suffering severe mental health problems, and other struggles which resulted in me ‘missing out’ on my dreams and the life I wanted?
So, for eg, I never met the people or girls I wanted to meet, never had an official relationship or girlfriend, never went out into the world and had fun…..did have quite a few sexual encounters with girls in my late teens, but nothing else…. I went down a very solitary dark path instead, which when I think about it, is devastating, compared to all the people who go out there and have fun, meet different people and girls, have fun etc - that didn’t happen with me.
I’m doing better now like, have better support, got through a lot with my own inner strength and ‘will ’ power , but still at times find it hard to get over all I went through and missed out on?
I’ve lived alone 21 years now in a little council flat, and when I get on social media, on YouTube and see people filming themselves and having fun in city centre’s like scouse YouTuber billy Moore does I feel gutted, a sense of loss and it drives home to me just how much I’ve missed out on life and meeting people?
Do you get it?
So, for eg, I never met the people or girls I wanted to meet, never had an official relationship or girlfriend, never went out into the world and had fun…..did have quite a few sexual encounters with girls in my late teens, but nothing else…. I went down a very solitary dark path instead, which when I think about it, is devastating, compared to all the people who go out there and have fun, meet different people and girls, have fun etc - that didn’t happen with me.
I’m doing better now like, have better support, got through a lot with my own inner strength and ‘will ’ power , but still at times find it hard to get over all I went through and missed out on?
I’ve lived alone 21 years now in a little council flat, and when I get on social media, on YouTube and see people filming themselves and having fun in city centre’s like scouse YouTuber billy Moore does I feel gutted, a sense of loss and it drives home to me just how much I’ve missed out on life and meeting people?
Do you get it?
46-50, M
