theres really no purpose here for me

ijust don't know how to die too stupid i wlercome death not afraid im afraid of a botch suicide i cant swim my thought is go jump of long warf in boston i tried in hudson innyc a few year sago soemone seen me boston ont a s busty and i did it at night and looked like noone wa saround innyc but then again its the city that never sleeps i guewss people cared funny i have none in my life to care no real purpose i just do the motions gym eat heralthy sunscrene go out do fun shit work but again im just doing my everyday routinee its nothing special its better then watching tv that i could never do to borinf stupid predicable waste of life to be if a person has nothing better to do then watc htv its definetly time to end it i definelty will never watch tv well last time i watch tv was 1991

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SomeMichGuy · M

NO! Please do not try to do this!

We all have low times, but you have to realize that these don't last.

Life has so much richness of experience--and you'll cease to be able to do so if you take such a drastic action.

There are all manner of people here who hurt, are in pain from old traumas...and they find a way to get to the next day. Take heart from them--each day gives opportunities to choose new directions.

brightirish · M

@SomeMichGuy they do last is lasted my whole life in im in 50s amazingly I don't drink drink smoke do drugs most people in my shoes would have done those things or would have been dead