I Procrastinate

its not only that i procrastinate . but i actually do because im sad or depressed and lethargic ..

ive worked myself into really good states but then other humans do things quite harshly that squish me back into sadness until i reach there and struggle to get out again .. repetitively .. its a .. secretly desperate world of top of the food chain n dog eat dog behaviour .. but the malignant narcs n psychos seem really good at this stuff .. :'(