I Am Not Where I Wanted to Be At This Age

Well I had no idea where I thought I'd be at this age...

All I know is I don't think this is it.

It's like I was lost and never found my way.

I just thought that I'd find my purpose by this time.

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aliens · 36-40, F

I smoked just enough weed, watched and got off to bbw gangbang porn, and here I am now relaxing a bit until I have to get up again to clean my room that was trashed by cousins during the holidays.

I don't take my job seriously, I want to bake and sing more, I should take a bath, I need to lose weight.

This definitely wasn't the picture I had seen myself in when I was younger.

But this is where I am and who I am. Right now I'm trying to see if first doing the things I like will help me do the things I don't like but have to do.

Take it one step at a time. I think you're doing alright.

We steer our lives to wherever direction we want it to go.