i'm going under and this time i fear there's no one to save me

this all or nothing really got a way of driving me crazy.
i need somebody to heal,
somebody to know,
somebody to have,
somebody to hold.
it's easy to say,
but it's never the same.
i guess i kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain.

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