What am i missing?

Yes i feel something big. Im out of town. Wtf the only times im ever out of town is when i feel the call of others the strongest. The pattern is throwing me outliers. Has been for almost a week straight. Such abnormal data so consistently leaves me completely for a loop. So what am i missing? Further the outlier today. Was it her in an elegant backless emerald green dress walking on the side of the road with some guy. Yet another one, no big deal, not a lot of detail besides those but the joy i could feel was she the bridesmaid or the bride? Its my birthday. Still no hi. I cannot yet fully describe the scene.