Missing a loved one
At night (ment to be doing home work), i was on a socal media platform and i saw a trend kinda thing that someone did that was like " do the maths on how long a lost loved one new you" and i started thinking about ( first mistake) and be gan to do the maths i did days ( 3649 days he knew me) and the years ( 9years and 364 days) and i started thinking more spsific and what lead to his passing and the more i thought the worse it got and u spiraled and then i realised why i got the maths (days and years) so quickly.
he died 1 hour before my 10th birthday.
Then i thought of the last point i could have saw him and that was the year before on christmas fay but my young mind thought he woul ld always be there and would never change. So i didnt go and now im licking myself in the back for it and started crying.
If u read this far im shocked cause nobody ever cares. So thanks i guess reading this?????
have a good week.
he died 1 hour before my 10th birthday.
Then i thought of the last point i could have saw him and that was the year before on christmas fay but my young mind thought he woul ld always be there and would never change. So i didnt go and now im licking myself in the back for it and started crying.
If u read this far im shocked cause nobody ever cares. So thanks i guess reading this?????
have a good week.
13-15, F