Today is unbearable
I just don't have words for how I'm feeling. I couldn't even get out of bed to make it to the gym. I can't even bring myself to do my job.
Usually, I would reach out to my friends but one of them is having an upcoming exam and even though she doesn't mind talking to me.. I do have a conscience. The other is going through something personal and told me she'd rather not say and she'll be laying low for sometime.
I have a therapy session scheduled for June 6th but I just feel that its too far away based on how I'm feeling and my inability to cope. I feel like this separation is ruining me in ways I never knew were possible.
I was even thinking about taking some personal time off from work but I can't even afford it with all my huge responsibilities.
I am truly not ok.
Usually, I would reach out to my friends but one of them is having an upcoming exam and even though she doesn't mind talking to me.. I do have a conscience. The other is going through something personal and told me she'd rather not say and she'll be laying low for sometime.
I have a therapy session scheduled for June 6th but I just feel that its too far away based on how I'm feeling and my inability to cope. I feel like this separation is ruining me in ways I never knew were possible.
I was even thinking about taking some personal time off from work but I can't even afford it with all my huge responsibilities.
I am truly not ok.
26-30, F
