My heart is tearing through my chest

Woke up at 5:30 this morning and went to the gym and I came back showered and catching my breath before work starts.

I took a glimpse at the time and immediately plummeted into nostalgia as I reminisce on the times she'd message me on her way to work during the mornings. I can't help but wonder who's getting all those good morning texts and is she saying all the things to them that she'd say to me.

I'll tell you, the feeling is crippling. I miss her so dang much.