I Miss Someone I Shouldn't

It started on Experience Project...and thankfully EP helped wash some of those memories away, the stories he commented are gone, the endless messages, the profile to wander through. But I can't forget how he made me feel. A famous author once said "people will forget what you say, people will forget what you do, but people will never forget how you made them feel"- he is the epitomy of that quote to me. I had never connected with a man emotionally like I did with him. Our personalities clicked so seemlessly, our conversations had so much depth, or so many laughs depending on the day. And it all ended because he wanted to "try to make his marriage work"...shame on me for falling for him in the first place, or you could say shame on him for dragging me in. Either way he's imprinted on my memory and now I have to try to find a man irl that matches the feelings I had for him.