I Am Missing Someone

It is hurting now!! Everything, I'm missing you so much right now!! I never thought it could actually physically hurt, and now I know it can actually happen!! Its hard to breath, eat or even sleep! My mistakes I am to thank for the fact you are gone, who knows if you will come back or if I'll ever hear from you again!! All I know its you are that big part of my heart that's needed to go on!! I tried to replace you but it backed fired on me!!and now I know I don't deserve to be in your life!!! But if I could have one wish, just one! It would be to have you back in my life!!! I rush to my phone when it goes off thinking it is you but it is not!! That hurts even more!! I miss you so much right now and everything hurts! I hope wherever you are that you are not hurting! And you are smiling!! I love you forever!!