I Am Missing Someone

Somehow, sometimes I just still look for you, even when I know you don't want to see me, and in that moment, I try everything to no avail, like lost in sea of grey, in shadows, I would say in darkness, but it's not quite so, it's more like fog, like mist, like something just out of my sight even when I know you're still there.

somehow, somewhere in my mind, you're still here, I'm still putting your shoes on, I'm still holding your hand and cooking dinner for you, I still sit there imagining you eating just out pity for my terrible cooking, and it suddenly fades away.

The light comes through the window, the mist, the fog, the shadows they are lifted but you're not there, not sitting on that chair, and I remember, that sometimes even when two people love each other, they go their separate ways never to see each other again.

Sometimes, your wishes doesn't go along with your destiny.

and I remember, this is the reason, Why I'm a ghost.

A dancing ghost in between shadows, in between mist, twirling along the endless nights, the ever fading away days.

and I smile and I laugh, quietly and loudly saying, I miss you, I miss you, to never hear your reply.

Goodbye, Goodnight, Take Care.

And Remember me, even once in a while.