I Miss Someone Who Died

Well, today marks one year since my grandma died. We weren't very close in the few years before she passed, we actually had a good amount of issues, but that's kind of what makes it hard. We missed out on years of memories and time we could have spent together. It has been a whole year but I still don't think I've totally made peace with the way it all went down. On one I'm still so mad at her for taking away all that time we could have had together, but on the hand I've forgiven her and miss her like crazy. I don't know. Either way, it is what it is.