I Miss Someone

They mistake us.
They believe
They don't see what we see
Can't feel it.
Do they even know what pain is
I laugh at the concept
I wake up at night sick
Vomiting ..
Praying
I can't sit
I still feel it.
Pain.
Cries no one listened to.
You let me see you
And you think I don't know that theyre all you.
I know.
Im the same remember?
Pain.
You think i believe but I'm sending you messages.
How pitiful I am.
I am hurt
I am rage
I am pain.
But im not fooled.
Scary the hidden brilliance of a mistaken.
A mistake...
And I love you still.
A fool who didn't know might still be innocent
But I always knew.
You let me see you.
Why did you let me see you?
I knew and I still love you
What does that make me?
I read every word...
Every poem
Every song
Every text
We are the same
They mistake us
My pieces were one for once.
What does that make me......?