What's the most hurtful thing someone ever said to you [I Ask God Why]

[c=#BF6900][big]Someone told me Everyone thinks you are ugly & been told you are the most retarded girl I know. Been told people just want my money. I been called ugly & retarded my whole life. Trying to keep faith in God. So much bad things happen to me. I grew up in a Single parent home & the oldest child. My mom struggled while my dad was in prison for 8 years & He cheated on her with her cousin. Trying to feel beautiful, but been bullied so much. Just wonder do life ever get better [/big][/c]