I Am Disappointed With Love

Well, I lost 2 years trying to make this work. I know it's not that much, and I'm 26, I'll figure myself out. But it hurts a lot, because I've done everything that can possibly be done to make a relationship happy and fruitful, and now it's obvious I failed. I'm bitter right now. He went to sleep in another room (because he wanted to sleep with all the windows open and it's 2°C outside) and I'm sitting here, remembering how we met right around the time of his suicide attempt, how I cared for him, did everything to cheer him up, visited him in the hospital daily, how I work 200+ hours a month to pay our bills, how I asked my mom to figure out an internship for him, how I rented this apartment so we could be together... Now we disagree about something every damn day and I think by now we are both out of love. What a success, my whole life is not a joke at all. #sarcasm