I Have a Confession

I am slowly getting over the past drama with my schizophrenic relapse and my old family doctor. The truth is that I think about what happened every day....about how cruel he was to me and my children and all I can think about now is how he was such a lewd douche bag! I think that I don't like him very much at all, which is very unchristian of me. During that time I tried loving him like a brother in Christ, like love thy enemy! But his lewd questions and comments took their toll on me beyond what is forgivable..... And all I see is a lewd douche bag! Yes I loved his smile, he was tall dark and handsome, with a soothing voice and accent. Unfortunately every word that came out of that mouth was wicked and obscene! And that is all he is to me.