Maybe sometimes there is no answer, only the possibility of good and/or regret.

Maybe nothing ever feels right or clicks into place and it's only about the effort you put into it. Then accepting your efforts may never be enough to be reciprocated or feel appreciated.

I'd always assumed there would be more. I thought I was growing into the light but maybe it's not that important or special at all.

Maybe it's only eat scraps and be hated.

Which I can function in. I can live through a lot as I've found out.

Maybe that's it for me.

Maybe that's okay. Life can't be great for everyone.

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BillyMack · 46-50, M

I firmly believe life will improve for you my dear. You’re such a touching soul and being that it will. 🫂

EldritchFox · 41-45, F

@BillyMack I don't know that it matters though. Many people have treated me like that is weakness. Others abused it. And I get blamed for my soul in the end as if it's a bad thing. So maybe that doesn't mean anything. Maybe it is a fault.

BillyMack · 46-50, M

@EldritchFox it’s a strength my dear.

Jonjdw · 51-55, M

What are you missing in life that would make it great. Or don’t even know.

EldritchFox · 41-45, F

@Jonjdw right now I don't know if I should move 3000 miles away or stay in the home I grew up in. I don't know if the love I'm capable of will ever be matched. I don't know if it's better to move my son who has friends and cousins near to a new place even though that place will be healthier.

Neither option is bad. But both will have challenges. Choosing one or the other is pressure to change or accept what is.

I just feel like the right thing isn't clear at all.

Jonjdw · 51-55, M

@EldritchFox sounds like something you need to discuss with your child too. And if you already did, and still neither of you know, there’s no way for anybody else to know. How would it be healthier?

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