This is me, not for sympathy
I haven't been on much or talking much for that I'm sorry nothing personal to my friends here just not in the mood so this is my confesssion.... I have to get it out according to my therapist so what better way than to do it on a social media platform… yes, I have a bit of a drinking problem. I'm saying this for me. I won’t even try to sugarcoat it or pretend it’s something it’s not. I love to drink whether it’s going out, staying in, or just needing alcohol to relax. . I secretly drink at work, at home, just most of the day.
life's tough. No shit. So this is my copping mechanism, my having fun mechanism and my dealing with bullshit mechanism. so here it is. Treating this place like it's some AA meetingwithout the donuts and coffee, without half the room side eyeing you and the men "coming to my rescue" . this is me, still figuring things out in my own way
Some days it feels like it’s just ahabit, other days it feels like it’s something deeper that I don’t really want to sit with. I laugh it off most of the time because that's who I am. but I’m aware of it more than people probably think. I’m not sharing this for sympathy. they say the first part of dealing with your problem is admitting you have one. So here it is anonymously to people and friends on this platform, just being honest with myself and whoever’s reading this. I know I’ve got things to work on, and I will…
So before I open this bottle cheers.
Cheers to everyone carrying something heavy, that no one can see it.
Cheers to this imperfect messsy beautifully flawed life.
And Cheers to healing that isn’t linear and growth that doesn’t rush
And with that I'll close this off with one of my favorite songs
[media=https://youtu.be/4zAThXFOy2c]
life's tough. No shit. So this is my copping mechanism, my having fun mechanism and my dealing with bullshit mechanism. so here it is. Treating this place like it's some AA meetingwithout the donuts and coffee, without half the room side eyeing you and the men "coming to my rescue" . this is me, still figuring things out in my own way
Some days it feels like it’s just ahabit, other days it feels like it’s something deeper that I don’t really want to sit with. I laugh it off most of the time because that's who I am. but I’m aware of it more than people probably think. I’m not sharing this for sympathy. they say the first part of dealing with your problem is admitting you have one. So here it is anonymously to people and friends on this platform, just being honest with myself and whoever’s reading this. I know I’ve got things to work on, and I will…
So before I open this bottle cheers.
Cheers to everyone carrying something heavy, that no one can see it.
Cheers to this imperfect messsy beautifully flawed life.
And Cheers to healing that isn’t linear and growth that doesn’t rush
And with that I'll close this off with one of my favorite songs
[media=https://youtu.be/4zAThXFOy2c]
26-30, F
