You are a very manipulative person and I like when you don't talk to me.

I like your silence.
I prefer it.
I like my own too.
When you ask me "How are you?" I am always thinking I do way better without you talking to me.
And I almost reply with that but I feel too much compassion to.
I love you but I dislike you as a person.
I want you to be safe, healthy, to be happy and have a great life.
But I like to not think of you also and how you hurt me.