My dad was OK when I was a kid but when I began to develop and I had boyfriends he turned like a viper.
So glad when he died and a person commented that I was taking it well.

One night he thought my boyfriend and me were upstairs but we had come down to make a sandwich.
So I heard him say "she's just a dirty little whore".
My boyfriend burst into the room and said how disgusting that is coming from a parent and he should be shot.
My dad was terrified.

I don't want to go on but I would love to have a parent figure in my life.

Hugd a lot

That's is so sad.
I hope you find someone go give you the care and attention you deserve.

So sorry you were abused and feel that way... hopefully you can feel better in the future 🤗

awww...would give you hugs...my father was an abusive alcoholic and i have spent my life trying to be the opposite...kind and caring...

I get that it's not your fault I just have a strong tendency to avoid this kind of thing because helping you gain mastery over what happened would only traumatize me in the process.

You very much so underestimate things I mean some men use kindness as a manipulative tactic because they read the tea leasves and see how people prefer people who are nice.

But then there's people like me, I'm kind because the very idea of abusing women is traumatic to me.

Sorry, that's a terrible experience.

There was a ½ Filipino ½ white girl 3+ years older than I in school. She was ✨ The Most Beautiful Female ✨ that I had ever seen and honestly she still likely is!

Her Filipino Mom was tiny under 5' and her Dad was a Blonde & about 6'2" ! This girl was tall, 5'10", played volleyball 🏐, she was of course very fit, a To Die For proportionate body, straight waist length hair was mahogany dark brown with light sun streaks!
😍💞 She had DARK 👁️👁️ OMFG! eyes! 💓🥰
And she endlessly 😃 smiled!

Even the Teachers and Staff, Male & Female, Young & Old, Straight, Gay, Blind, were IN 💖 LOVE with her!

When she served, the opposing team would lose the point because they were staring at her, Not the Ball 🏐!

I have no 🤦🏼‍♀️🤷🏼‍♀️ idea what happened to her. 😭

Awww. Just watch out for the fakes though. I'm sure you have seen plenty of them cause they just want one thing. A real one will wait for you and respect you. As the sub you have the power after all. They just borrow it when given permission to.

That's not fair. You are adorable too!

I have someone that does that for me

I wood LOVE a younger woman with Daddy issues🤗😘
I'd treat her with the loving kindness She deserves🥰

And yet you’re amazing

As a father I would love to give you attention. Would you like me to message you every day and check up with you to see you’re ok?

What a sad story, but probably one you share with many others "similarly situated".

Don’t look at yourself as his disappointment. Rather you are what made him better.

My favorite people all love getting attention 😄

all attention i have is urs

Sorry but he sounds like an a,,hole ,, no one should be treated as you are ,,, not your fault your parents broke up ,, and treating the new family better than you ,, at the lest you should all be treated the same ,,

Damn. That’s tough.

sending you hugs and love...my father was abusive as well...

Sounds like something a therapist would deal with better than a lover. 🙁