I Have a Confession
I think I might have OCD, I have spoken to a counselor about it and they have suggested I go to a GP to get referred to a specialist but I feel reluctant to go get help because it will involve opening up to someone about things from my past and talking about the intrusive thoughts I have.
Sometimes my 'symptoms' interfere with my day to day life, I can't go to sleep until certain things in the house are kept orderly, I check the door multiple times before I feel ok walking away from my house and I have intrusive thoughts that really bring me down.
It gets in the way of my university work too, I obsess over things way too much.
Even if this isn't OCD, there is still an issue there and I hope one day I can pucker up the courage and talk to a professional.
I just needed to let this out, sometimes the anonymity of this website really helps.
Sometimes my 'symptoms' interfere with my day to day life, I can't go to sleep until certain things in the house are kept orderly, I check the door multiple times before I feel ok walking away from my house and I have intrusive thoughts that really bring me down.
It gets in the way of my university work too, I obsess over things way too much.
Even if this isn't OCD, there is still an issue there and I hope one day I can pucker up the courage and talk to a professional.
I just needed to let this out, sometimes the anonymity of this website really helps.
