I Have a Confession

It's almost like having a legitimate conversation with a person, as he (I portray my conscience as a boy) has different ideas than me, and he advises me to do the right stuff, though I don't always listen to him. In more ways than one, I could be legally crazy, but I don't want to get help, because then it would go down to my permanent record. Now my conscience is telling me that he doesn't think that it's worth posting this on there. He says that I'm just another mind gone insane, at a tragically young age of 15. I hope I can function properly in the future. I have an IQ of 144 and I need to show that I do to the world... and now I'm just seeming crazy again... and now I'm caught in a loop... FML...